Some of the worst news i have received has been in the form of text messages. I bet i got good news maybe even great news but the worst memories seem to be the brightest, while the pleasant ones hide in the shadows of the bad.
It seems like my ex wants me back one second and then the next she doesn't...it really makes no sense. I mean i made a mistake and i pleaded for forgiveness but she wouldn't have it. But recently she has come back from finishing her army training in texas and been talking to me but acting truly childish and i think she knows it too. It seems like a night doesn't go by that we can't help but arguing about why we can't be together. It's insane cause one minute she will be like i want you back and the next will be but it's just not the same. So i don't know but i really don't want to talk about it anymore with her cause it has been talked about every way seven ways to sunday.
It's basically been like four or three months since we have been broken up and i am talking to this girl silvia who i met in my physics class at college. I just want to ask her out already but i think she would say no cause she just kinda got out of a relationship...also she is korean and i don't think she would want a white boyfriend which is what i would be. I mean i know she likes me and i like her but i don't want to ruin a good thing by making it complicated. Though i really want to ask her out. I don't know maybe we will go out maybe not.
its really late so i am gona finish this tomorrow i am so tired. nighty night.
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