A mug for a love.

I think this line is pretty true. I mean it seems like when people realize what they have they begin to take it for granted and thats where the downfall sadly is. No one is ever immune to this either, you can try to appreciate everything you have but at some point it gets redundant. I mean you probably won't even notice the change. Okay. There is a comparison, its like Teenage Love. No matter how hard they try it just doesn't last. Especially now a days when teenagers get anything they want instantly via Internet. It is sad really. However, when people slip and they always do if that person has someone there to catch them before they fall, or help them up after they fall...i believe that person can change for the better. Even if you don't think that person can change you should keep the hope that they can. I mean if you don't what kind of person are you for not believing in yourself that you can help someone out.

Regrets.

If you don't have regrets than you haven't lived. Or so thats what philosophers say, and i agree with them. I am only twenty years old and i have my regrets and a lot of them. I try to put those regrets into perspective and compare them to the person i have become today. I think about the people that surrounded me when those regrets occurred and at the time my company was not the best, i took advice that most likely was not the keenest, but...i learned life lessons, experienced pain, and happiness, sadness, and love, loss. I am grateful for my friends that stick by me now. In fact before most meals i say grace thanking God for giving me a job, a healthy body, my family and friends, a smart brain, and whatever else that comes to me, then i finish with a 'Our Father.' I feel proud of myself when i start to eat that food that i prayed with. Like it is more than just a meal that it is a part of me, something i worked hard to earn and by my hands i achieved myself.

I lost my friend Freddy. I can't believe the way in which i lost him either. There was nothing that i wouldn't do for that kid. I always had his back no matter what. If he needed me i was there and if he needed money i gave it to him. He wouldn't even have to pay me back. I met him at my current job, which was like two years ago. It was such a crazy way to become friends with someone too. But after working with him for a few months we got close and started to hangout or whatever but then for a really retarded reason they laid him off. I was so pissed, he should have fought it but he didn't. He still has not landed a steady job, that i know of although i haven't talk to him in like six months in honest. I guess he just doesn't give a fuck about being my friend though cause when i found out what happened, i called him up that night and screamed at him and he didn't have anything to say and still hasn't said shit to me so by now i realize he has no desire to be friends with me and i accept that. I tried everything i could to be friends with him but in the end he couldn't be honest with me when i always, always, always, honest with him.

I want a tattoo of this. Yea random considering what i was talking about, but that is just how i roll.