I had the time of my life and i owe it all to you.

My new years resolution is to not eat anymore meat. On top of that i want to become a vegan. Today i went and did some errands and stuff and one of them was to use the gift cards i got for christmas and buy a vegan cook book. I went to barns and noble and found a book called "veganomicon" which is pretty cool so i bought it using the gift cards. Before i left of course i grabbed a marvel comic book and read for hours prolly three or four. I finished only a quarter of the book, it was the marvel universe series which is pretty big. I never really buy any books i either just read them in the store or read them online. I love reading comics more than anything. they take me to a place where i can be myself...a comic book nerd. But it sucks because i'm not as nerddy as the comic book convention nerds although i wish i could be.

Life is crazy little adventure. I love making new friends but even stranger i like losing them. I mean i love keeping them too but i mean recently i have met some like out there people. I'm probably not the best friend someone could have but i try as hard as i can. This girl that i was attacted to and thought i could have something with turned out to be crazy. I made a move on this girl while she had a boyfriend and she did not do much to stop me especially before i even attempted to kiss her she was all up on me at my house asking me to "stroke her hair." Today she called me though and said she never wanted to talk to me again, she also called me an asshole. The reason was because i texted her saying that i would leave her alone and also about how she was a hypocrite for kissing me and her boyfriend at the same time, because she was mad that i kissed my ex-girlfriend while i was supposed to be "waiting" for her. I see now that i shouldn't have done that but i assumed that she would have been cool with it by how she acted in the beginning. Well she called me and told me how she just got beat cause she was hanging out with her ex and he beat her because he had read that text message i sent. She would tell me whenever we hungout about how he was always on the verge of him hitting her so i do not how she could pin that on me when he was going to beat eventually. But yea i am never going to talk to her again for her safty more than anything else and if she reads this i hope everything works out for you. My ex-girlfriend who i am basically over now, is in pennsylvia with some dude from her BT and AIT and i can not help but wonder if anything has happened between them.

Then there is this russian girl that is pretty nice and definately cute but she is just so magoo sometimes it just pisses me off. Like we were supposed to hangout today and everything i offer her to do she just says no and then it takes her like five hours to get ready i really do not know what is up with her. But she is not a good friend either. And basically just wasted my whole night off from work.

The old Me would just be all sad and not want to anything and give up and be down.

"Fake it till you make it" - My new motto for now. Smile and be care free be happy show people the best and not let them bring me down.